Today I got up feeling just off ,like a heaviness on me. I had so many different thoughts and emotions runnining through my mind. I was feeling misunderstood, pressure, self doubt, scared, annoyed and just plain had a lot going on! Yet and still you have to handle the days duties and task so off to work I went. While at work I began to pay some bills since we were slow in the store. I made a call to pay my car note ( which has been behind 2 payments for the past couple of months not including what I was just paying) Basically I would pay one bill but still have one payment due and another about to be due. Yet another stress I have been dealing with but God has continued to display his grace in this situation. I do take total responsibility for it being past due, just some other things had come up that needed immediate attention. But what can you say a learning experience because we all make mistakes. Anyway I call to make the payment and I do, the lady on the phone then goes to ask me, "Have you every asked for a skip payment or extension?" I say "No what is that?" She goes on very sweetly to explain a skip payment is where they will skip one months payment. An extension is where they will skip two payments and then break up the two payments for the duration of your loan. Well because I have 41 months still left on my loan that would only increase each payment about $15, which I mentioned and she said probably a little less (which is always a plus!) We then continue to talk and I explain to her that in trying to get caught back up these last few months, she has been the only one kind enough to give me these other options to help out. She was so shocked to have learned this news then she continued on to tell me instructions on what to do. We talked for a few more minutes and she gave me her name and work number in case of any other questions. I then thanked her and ended the call. Let me just tell you how good my God is!!!! After the call I needed a moment and just had to go into the bathroom at work and just thank/praise God!!I am just so overjoyed and thankful at the amount of FAVOR I have been shown within this last two weeks.(to much right now to go into, but trust me ..what a way maker HE is!) God has opened up doors and has truly been breathing his super on my natural! Words can not described how I feel right now. Its times and moments such as these that God just lets me know that no matter how I feel or what I may be experiencing that he has my back no matter what! Don't get it twisted I don't just praise him for what he does but for who he is and that fact that he desires to do it for me, even though I am so not worthy!!! So let me encourage you, you may be going through rough patches and stresses but give them to the Lord. You may not see how it can work out and you may feel a little helpless at times but God has a way to handle EVERY situation! The bible tells us that his thoughts are not our thoughts and he ways not our ways (Isaiah 55: 8). Just trust him and know he has you.You may be waiting and wondering when will it change but stay patient because God has to position the right people just for you! He will open up doors and opportunities if you let him. It may come through a person, a tv show, a book, monetary gift, a dog I mean AYTHING! Lol. Just let HIM work it out, but first you must give it over to him and be open to which ever way he decides to handle it. Stop trying to box God in, he is too BIG for that. Stay blessed!
