What If?

What if I actually believed in myself?

What if I wasn't afraid to ask for help?

What if I trusted fully in God?

What if I wasn't scared to fall hard?

What If I let my faith grow?

What if I let fear go?

What If I let go of negativity?

Seeing the person he called me to be.

What if I could just forgive?

Maybe then I could breath and live.

What if I didn't feel ashamed?

Hurt and lonely, like I am to blame.

What if I thought  that I was worthy?

 And stopped caring what others thought of me.

But these questions still remain,

What if ? .. What if ? .. What if?

Since I don't know the answers I will just say,

I DO, I CAN and I WILL!!

I wrote this poem almost 1 year ago on 07/09/2013 at 12:13a.m. when I could not sleep and many things where on my mind and heart. These are thoughts that many of us battle with on a daily basis. In my own life these are things that are being brought back around that I am just now beginning to overcome. Its nothing wrong with asking God questions or giving him our problems or concerns. The thing about it is ,that we must trust him enough to reveal the answers to us and work on the areas that we need help in. I pray this poem shows someone that you are not the only one that has felt this way. Hopefully it inspires someone to keep pressing on, your greater is coming! No matter how your feel, what you have done or how you see yourself ,you are perfect in Gods sight. Stop looking through your eyes and put on HIS!!